Wednesday, April 30, 2008
leave me alone. about love. i'm nowhere near.
can you tell me this is love?
i felt uneasy when I hear that you have someone else.
i thought of you when someone held me tight.
I care about you.
because of the fear that I would lose you one day, I pulled myself away from you.
once bitten twice shy, i am afraid to get hurt again.
if i am given a chance to turn back the time, i would want to hold you tight.
8:34 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
im not a superwoman!i still need the essentials, air, water, food, adequate rest...
being a superwoman, i think i have certain qualities that shine out from the rest. on the bad side, i felt as though i own the dumping ground. i take in whatever has been dumped, like sponge absorbs liquid.
i also understood, life is never fair!
when it's time to move on, i shall move on...
time waits for no man...
1:17 AM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
i'm feeling better today.perhaps i've been convinced that losing the job, the bonus is really not the issue anymore.
parting has never been easy and this time round, it is equally hard because there are no concrete reasons for me to leave my job.
i miss those amazing days but i have understood that happiness is short-lived. So be it, at the very least, it is there as part of my memory. i'll just be thankful for the occurrence.
11:37 PM
Friday, April 04, 2008
my life. 'messy' is the word to describe it best.got all worried and tensed up due to exams next month.
foresee piles of report to be finished up at work in early May and June.
I have always thought that stress is good, but this is way too much to handle.
Weak, i refute, in fact i am getting stronger ever since.
All I hoped for is to clear my exam this year!
signoff, princess XOXO
6:43 PM