I'm in a foul mood. Think it is due to my sickness over the weekend, matters at work and not seeing my dar. Felt terribly sick during the weekend. Freezing the whole night for two consecutive days and I felt no one is there for me. Not even a dream of him. If there is a pat on a shoulder or a hug, I think I would feel much better and my sickness will just recover. ~Emptiness is what I feel at that instant~

Waiting for the nights to pass so that I can see my dar. It just seemed to me that time moves slowly.

I consoled myself but to no avail. Think only dar's words worked miracle. A word from him may just curb my pain and contain my emptiness. I was told that for the following weeks till his graduation, we will be seeing this much of each other every week. Soo pathetic. How are my days going to be? I can occupy myself with something but my soul just travel to his.How?

I need lots from my dar. I am glad to hear beautiful words from my dar. I didn't expect all this coming from him. I am of course glad and surprised. I need something like this. But I hope they come from the bottom of your heart. This is what you really want to be in future.

I have thought of our future too, not just you. Working hard for it now. Taking step by step. Hope the years ahead are shiny bright. Make my life sparkle and I'll make urs too! Let's help each other up when we fall over tripping stones ahead. Blow the wound and let's walk again. To the place we want to be
ms bunny
9:51 AM