Thursday, October 27, 2005
Had dinner with my friends today.I was supposed to bring a gift and returned something to her and yet I have forgotten after constant reminders from myself. SO absent-minded. Talked about those friends around us, what we are busy with after As till present and if we are attending some upcoming gatherings over dinner. I missed my previous gathering, ended up only the four of them attend.Got an invitation to chalet from dar's friend at the end of the year. Wondering if dar wants to join them? Most probably just join in the fun instead of sleepover. Make cakes, cookies, home-cooked food and our absolut rasberry. Sweeten them up with our...*raises eyebrows*
Argh..the red dots are popping out on my forehead. Oh gosh. It makes my day so bad. I wanna apply cream....!!!
Thought of getting Siemens CL75...but i should spend wisely. If not, baby will comment that it pains him when he sees me spending.
I miss my baby all day long. Hoping to see him in my dreams. Smells your cute lil' ears.
2:31 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
It has been some time since I last blogged. Busy at work and personal commitment. Weekends always pass in the twinkling of an eye. It comes and go away, just like the unpredictable weather we are experiencing everyday. Just go along and bring a brolly. It will soon be over. Fine days are just ahead.Despite lesser meeting time, we spent quality time together. It is compiled in my memory bank. When times are bad, I can retrieve some sweet moments to keep me going. At night, we will always lie on the bed and imagine ourselves in our near future, our role? Heez. Are we thinking and pinning too much hope in our future? *raises eyebrows*
I never know that I like someone to be dressed in uniform until the day I see my boy in his uniform. Wow~ It was manly overall. Did it turn you on? Probably. *laughs* Dar's a big boy but I looked upon him as a little boy at times, wanting to do everything for him and "shower" him with loadz of love. "Shower"- give him massage and do a scrub for him, using my newly-bought body scrub. Just want to get him away from the military life he led during the weekdays. He suffered but on the other hand, I felt that he became tougher, which is good. Tough man survives.
3:00 AM
Monday, October 10, 2005
A short weekend. However, it was well spent. I did not get enough rest but seeing dar, i became energized. Maybe this is so called the power of love.I broke my promise, didn't pick him up and even meet him at a later time. I was depressed for breaking my promise, my heart beats faster when the clock ticks off. ~emotionally unstable~
2:37 PM