I met my boy finally! My heart actually thumps faster for a few seconds before seeing him. It is as though we are going on our first date. We exchanged our thoughts and I felt it was quite good. I was quite reserved initially, but it was alright at the end of the day. Enjoyed every single moment with him. Time flies, weekend has come to an end. Looking forward to next weekend.

Just one day, conflict arises. I wondered he is asking too much or I give too little. Such things happen but luckily, we are able to settle them peacefully and give in more to each other. But I felt that most of the time is my dar who gets slightly paranoid. I do get paranoid but the occurence is not that often as compared. Hmm..gonna buy chestnuts and peel for him this weekend. Do not wish to see him get so paranoid over small things. *the little things which I am going to do for him*
ms bunny
11:40 PM
This just came to my mind earlier. Do you prefer a guy to be egoistic to someone who gives in to you everytime and has no personal opinion? I do not know the answer. No one is perfect. I have my own flaws too. Being unreasonable, moody, stubborn and...

I always felt that living with someone is difficult than anything else. For the sake of love, everyone begins to accept the differences. However, as time passes, do they still do the same? It really depends. For a pessimistic person like me, I always think of the worst scenario. I guess some people might think that I have a fear to commit. However, I disagree.

Being in love, there are many worries. Without love, there are also worries. This is so contradicting. Ultimately, I chose to be in love.
ms bunny
6:39 PM
What I deserve is not what i have got! Life's like that. Saddened.

emotionally unstable nowadays. I guess I need lots of time to recover.

found my identify but lost. Struggling in life. Sometimes I wonder why life's so hard and yet others can overcome it. I found the meaning but it was hidden somewhere else.

I am trying hard to find it. Help me along.
ms bunny
2:24 AM