Sunday, July 03, 2005
Out of a sudden, I felt uneasy and there are so many whys in my head. If u ask me why, I dun know why either. I simply dun understand. I am making things difficult for myself. There are patches on my pillow- I have been crying. At times, I felt so forced just in order to make others happy. I never say it out and I nv bear grudges, juz hoping that I get something in return. Why am I making things so hard? Or should I say I am stupid for doing so much? I can sacrifice my sleep to do little things and make pple feel touched. I think I deserve lots. Although my attitude really suck...and I do know that...love is abt everything...love them all. I am demanding...but I have given alot so that I can ask for everything I want. Am I right? DOes it make sense? Maybe... I WANT TO BE A PRINCESS I AM RIGHT ALL THE TIME. AM I RIGHT?
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