This Sunday, July 31, 2005
The rain has caused me to be moody. I am irritated with the rice my mum has bought for me for lunch. The worst meal I have in my life..I guess so. It is so expensive somemore. I need a listening ear! Someone to hear me grumble and whatever. Give it to me...
6:13 AM
Saturday, July 30, 2005
I get moody out of a sudden, throwing my temper and dislikes being so aimless and indecisive in things which I want to do. I need guidance but I hate to be led. I am contradicting...I want truth in everything but truth hurts for some. I want this and I want that...can you give it to me? I want to be pampered all the time. I want to be happy. I want to do many things. I want a lively life. Time hinders many of my plans. I want to be this at this time but I also want to be something else at other times. What should I do? I am everything but not my usual self. Can money buy happiness? I think so...but money cannot buy you everything.For instance: it cannot bring a dead to life.
5:19 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2005
dar n I
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4:19 AM
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4:18 AM
Monday, July 11, 2005
dar's bdae round the corner. I am quite busy coz I need to get some things done and make it a wonderful bdae. How I wish I get something like this for my bdae every year. I'm greedy! I love bdae! I do everything for my dar coz I want him to love bdae, just like me. Haha. However, I am quite upset for certain things. Yeah. Dun wish to talk further. I just hope that he will love bdae as much as I do. My bdae is on next month. Yeah....I want everything! YEAH!
8:27 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Out of a sudden, I felt uneasy and there are so many whys in my head. If u ask me why, I dun know why either. I simply dun understand. I am making things difficult for myself. There are patches on my pillow- I have been crying. At times, I felt so forced just in order to make others happy. I never say it out and I nv bear grudges, juz hoping that I get something in return. Why am I making things so hard? Or should I say I am stupid for doing so much? I can sacrifice my sleep to do little things and make pple feel touched. I think I deserve lots. Although my attitude really suck...and I do know that...love is abt everything...love them all. I am demanding...but I have given alot so that I can ask for everything I want. Am I right? DOes it make sense? Maybe... I WANT TO BE A PRINCESS I AM RIGHT ALL THE TIME. AM I RIGHT?
3:42 AM