Friday, December 17, 2004
i slept late last night and hence i felt lethargic at work. i can't imagine what's going to happen next when i close my eyes...most probably i woke up finding myself in the office and the rest are gone. I dun understand why i get back ache when i stand for too long...mind u..i'm only 19 this year. what happens if i am 60 or 70 yrs? Meet Kel at orchard emerald bus stop..yeah...he waited long. He's wearing horizontal striped tee again?! It juz came to my mind that he likes that and nv hesitate to ask him why he wear horizontal striped tee. Had dinner at scotts. On the way there...I saw Ms Wu n Mr Tan..omg...it is the second time she saw me outside. I saw Andy, Jeremy, Jordan...so many of them. I can't stop laughing when i see him...think it is because of his expression. Yeah..I forced him to finish the chestnut drink..but my intention is gd.
Many things juz came to me when i was on the bus. I got the sudden urge to meet someone. I thought of an excuse to see that person. I miss everything except him. i frowned whenever i see him. Dun ask me why...cause i dun know why either. Maybe I hate him for making me...going through the hardest times myself, alone. I cried in my heart when i see him. Tears juz welled up in my eyes when i see him leave, his back turned to me. He taught me to be tough and this is what i am today. it may not be a good thing cause i find it hard to accept even though it suits me perfectly. +MiXeD FeeLiNgS+
I want to have a gd dream tonight. Yups. The SweetesT DreaM eVeR.
3:37 PM