Friday, December 31, 2004
I'm terribly sick. i feel as if i am burning all over. soo hot. my fingers n palm r always cold..they r not today. wat's wrong with me? I need ya love, care, concern but not sympathy.yea
3:51 PM
went movies again?! yeah..watched meet the fockers...hilarous yupz.. I am late again. I feel so bad but i can't do anything. After the show, we walked around. Although that place is boring, it doesn't really matter as long as the one who came with me is able to light up my day. yeah. *winks*
2:44 PM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
worst day @ work. it is not because i didn't know how to handle documents but more of colleagues borrowed and returned to me which makes it so hard for me to remember which is which and everything goes wrong. sighs. i perservere! After work, i am going for movies..yeah. I waited for the bus for quite a long time so i decided to take a cab instead. The uncle...soo terrible...he drives like a tortoise...can u imagine how slow he is and he keeps braking. Argh..i'm late already. Luckily we didn't miss any part of the show. even if we missed it, it is worth missing it cause the show simply sux. Yeah...dun wanna tell ya which show is it... but at least, the person who came with me doesn't sux. yea..u...u.. brrr...feeling so cold n having stomachache~
5:37 PM
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
argh weekends over! I really need more time to play. yupz...hate weekdays cause i have to work. Working is tiring but the gd thing is i am paid to be tortured. ~@MoNdaY bLuEs@~ do u know how worried i was when i didn't hear from ya. I called u the moment i left office. i dun think u believe this. yea...enjoyed my weekends with ya. CRAZIEST WEEKEND YEA~! HAHAZ~ After lunch, i felt much better. *smiles* I got 2 presents today. yeah...strawberry bath gel, lotion & photo frame...i am going to use it for shower later. yupz...i think i smell nice after using that. i dun mean that i dun smell nice without it...yea. *KiSsEs*
12:42 PM
Monday, December 27, 2004
+Saw QR when we alighted frm the cab+ Went movies+ National Treasure+strange noises in the cinema+ bought supper home+playground+kel met dad+argh+went for breakfast together+slept at 10am+woke up & cooked noodles+grandma asked me stuffs+mixed feelings+went chinatown with bro+home+
3:03 AM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Half day at work. Meet my sis at lucky plaza to do last min shopping. Bought bottles, stars, brownies and other stuffs... shopaholic me! Heez. We rushed home to do wrapping before all of them arrived at my place. went downstairs to help my aunt to carry the stuffs to my place. the food was tasty...yea...had gift exchanging, drink champagne and log cake. yupz. after dinner, it was rather boring cause we do our own things. some sing karaoke, play mahjong and chit chat. went out after that. I was there early. all of them r holding spray cans, spraying foam at ya...quite crazy. hahaz. The both of us juz keep avoiding these pple. what the hell?! went coffee bean but they said that they dun have any more ice. sighs. in the end, we walked to forum coffee bean. Had my fave iced mocha and chit chat there. After that, we walked to istana park. we so crazy...sit beside a couple when they r making out...it is kel's idea... so funny. stayed there till around 7am. Reached home at 7.3oam. SHowered and sleep at eight plus.
12:11 PM
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Christmas Party with colleagues at Bar Cerlona. It was my first time to this wine bar, the place is nicely decorated and cosy. I helped out at the reception, marking their attendance and give them party packs. It was quite fun and i get to know their names. Meet up with kel at clarke quay. My colleague drove me to the station if not i would not b able to find my way there. Yeah. We walked and walked...I love walking...yea.. wanted to bring him to far east square cause he has not been to that place. The doors were already locked when we reached there. such a pity. later on, we go to esplanade. We sat there and talked... yea...and we wrote our wishes on the paper hanging on the lamp. guess what we wished for xmaS? hahaz...i'm greedy...yupz.. I reached home around three. all because we have things on next morning so gotta leave early. yea
7:42 PM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
it was nice of him to help me get tang yuan after school. I was at work and could not get away to buy them. I was also afraid that by the time i go to the supermarket, it was already sold out. luckily, i have him to help me. Yeah. After work, I walked to anchor point to get haagen daz vouchers...yupz. I meet him at outram station control around ten. omg...I took the wrong bus, ended up taking more time to reach the NEL station. Besides, I do not know how to get to outram. stupid gal... When i reached outram, i was panting. sighs. I thought i would be the one cooking for my family and him. It was the other way round.hahaz. The soup does not appeal to our taste buds but the one who does that captured our hearts. Thanks soo much. *HuGs & kiSSeS*
7:31 PM
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
I didn't sleep well yesterday...dreamt of spirits...*face turned white* Was feeling abit moody when i go to work this morning. Everything turned out okay...maybe because my superior is not around. I don't feel so pressurized. I had lunch with my colleagues at ikea cafe. Yeah. I checked PO data, check invoices, call up courier, photocopy document for ref, do receiving and print prelim for warehouse. After finishing my assignments, i helped out with the gift wrapping. Yupz...many missed calls today but i have no idea who r they. argh.. Reached home around 9pm. Perservere gal!
2:37 PM
Monday, December 20, 2004
I woke up around 12 and get ready to go out. Went orchard. again?! Yeah.I shopped frm 3pm till...think their legs have turned jelly. hahaz. I wanted to get 2 shirts, 2 gifts and a organiser. i got a wallet instead. it's time for me to change a new wallet too..i guess. I have no idea what's into my sis yesterday. she wanted to meet kel. hahaz. We waited for him n his friend at centrepoint, we waited quite long. After that, we went to cuppage plaza to play pool. omg...i saw familiar faces. i did it once again, i scooped the ball n landed a few tables away. *blushes* Had supper opposite Orchard OG. The food was quite alright. edible la~ We walked to cineleisure. Sis kept complaining that she's tired n wanted to go home. it really pissed me off. I didn't like it. We catch the movie, "without the paddle" at 3.55am. sis didn't fall asleep in the theatre...but kel did. Our dear friend, Melvin, he was laughing all the way. After the show, he was tired, think because he laughed too much earlier. Hahaz. We waited at the bus stop outside heeren for the first bus. Yups.. reached home around 7am. *yawns* though it was a tiring long day, i had fun. *smiles*=)
8:38 AM
Friday, December 17, 2004
i slept late last night and hence i felt lethargic at work. i can't imagine what's going to happen next when i close my eyes...most probably i woke up finding myself in the office and the rest are gone. I dun understand why i get back ache when i stand for too long...mind u..i'm only 19 this year. what happens if i am 60 or 70 yrs? Meet Kel at orchard emerald bus stop..yeah...he waited long. He's wearing horizontal striped tee again?! It juz came to my mind that he likes that and nv hesitate to ask him why he wear horizontal striped tee. Had dinner at scotts. On the way there...I saw Ms Wu n Mr Tan..omg...it is the second time she saw me outside. I saw Andy, Jeremy, Jordan...so many of them. I can't stop laughing when i see him...think it is because of his expression. Yeah..I forced him to finish the chestnut drink..but my intention is gd.
Many things juz came to me when i was on the bus. I got the sudden urge to meet someone. I thought of an excuse to see that person. I miss everything except him. i frowned whenever i see him. Dun ask me why...cause i dun know why either. Maybe I hate him for making me...going through the hardest times myself, alone. I cried in my heart when i see him. Tears juz welled up in my eyes when i see him leave, his back turned to me. He taught me to be tough and this is what i am today. it may not be a good thing cause i find it hard to accept even though it suits me perfectly. +MiXeD FeeLiNgS+
I want to have a gd dream tonight. Yups. The SweetesT DreaM eVeR.
3:37 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
i woke up at 7am as usual. I reached the office around 8.15am. I was searching for my pass in my handbag but a guy came by and opened the door for me. I was thinking of wearing purple shirt but luckily, i didn't. i didn't have time to eat breakfast at home so i ate at my desk. I started work at 8.30am. I have learnt things like credit note, check stock available, find cost of item, type using typewriter, eta and check invoices. During lunch time, I stayed in the office. I wanted to take a rest. Haha..Sharon talked to me. I finished my work around 5.45pm. Finally! I'm a free man. Hahaz. Dirty boy actually showered early today. heez. call me mama =p I had my dinner when i reached home. I thought I lost my atm card earlier. I was looking high and low for it. I have found it. that's great, if not i got to get replacement tomorrow. most probably i will be scolded by my mum. She called me during lunch break today, asking me to drink more water. She seemed worried for me. I am not a kid anymore. I am able to take care of myself. think i should stop here...yupz. Sweet DreaMz..
5:16 PM
+My First Day of WorK+
My grandma woke me up this morning...and at that time i am still half asleep...i asked her...why r u waking me up...hahaz...work. I tidied my bed and prepared myself for work later. glad to hear from you..kel...n that's very sweet of u. *winks*
I was there early. Yea..first impression counts. yupz. I am going to take over the lady who is going for maternity leave and she taught me things like consignment order and RMA. yeah. hmm...think i'm quite a fast learner...i did 1 consigment n 15 invoice after lunch...all by myself. hahaz. During lunch time, i waited for my sis...sighs...she's late. yea..u called me at the right time... yupz..working is tougher than studying...u can slack in sch but not at work. i am not going to give up..yea..must finish my assignment... these people juz leave me at home..when they know there are surely many things i wanna share with them..the happenings at workplace... yea..looking forward to the weekend...*smiles*
11:04 AM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
it was nice of him to give me morning call
Went for job interview today
Had breakfast @ burger King
Went queensway with my bro
Home
Took a nap
I got the job
Took a cab down to peninsular plaza to collect some stuffs
Went Orchard
+Home+
Sighs
I'm no longer a kid anymore
Must work and feed myself
3:55 PM
Monday, December 13, 2004
Went out with sis today
Dye hair
Yea...ate durians for lunch
Went Orchard
Bought 2 tops...
Had dinner @ delifrance (woo...juz luv the tuna sandwich)
Wanted to get a christmas gift
~HoMe~
Listening to stand now...
I wish for a watch(pink passion) for this xmas...yea
11:18 AM
Saturday, December 11, 2004
had a dream last night...again!! it was raining heavily when i woke up at around 1. piggyz... Went for a haircut today. dun think it is very nice..maybe because not very used to it. Dined outside..yea.. my sis changed my blog template for me again..thankz. heez. talked to him today...received a pic..falling in luv with that pic...really...BUT...mixed feelings. sighs. he told me that he dyed his hair...unexpected one. my sis is weird...she told me that she dun hate him n him anymore...hahaz. yea *smiles* think i stop here...going to start work...as counseller..get what i mean? i doubt man...
5:31 PM
i dreamt of something last night...but i could not remember what it is. sighz. woke up at 7am...soo sleepy...meet ya lin n fren at nyp. argh...dunno what's wrong...i took the wrong train today. played tennis at nyp... i was wondering if my cousin was in school today.. saw sharon at the entrance...like shit~ =p think we r quite...let benny wait for 1 hr..yea.. tennis marathon...played tennis at sp. again...yupz. think we played for not too long, it started to rain...we ran to seek shelter...had a drink before we get changed. went to tiong bahru market to eat..cause i promise yalin to bring her to eat the cheng ting there. we were approached and they promote christianity...besides, they still asked us to leave our contact number. yea..i gave them a fake number...=p okay...it was nice of kel to accompany me...n wait for my sis to come. thankz. went far east plaza with my sis n some competition is on? i think so..that guy can make his own music..wow...and he's cool. hmm..i nv say a guy with long hair is cool...he's the only one.. very cool!!! wooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....................love ya loadz......................
3:33 PM
Friday, December 10, 2004
Interview again?!?! i'm almost late because of my sister...partly my fault la. I can't find the building. guess what..my sis n i juz dashed into the building without taking visitor pass..hahaz. she wanted to go for a haircut but the hairdresser is not around. We went orchard instead. she had her lunch while i stone..yea. Went home after that. Feeling sleepy at that time..but i still have to meet kel so that he can help my bro with his phone. went yoshinoya at kovan...spent 2 hrs there..yea... saw jin wei there...think i saw him outside so many times...
12:53 PM
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
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Hee~ KeL sEnT Me MsN 7.0...ReaL FuN...u CaN DraW..YuPz. pLaYiNg oNLiNe PooL...
GaL..DuN tHiNk Too MucH... iT WaS WeiRd tHaT He Nv aSk Me anYtHinG...I'M SuRe sHe ToLd HiM eVeRytHinG.
4:50 PM
Monday, December 06, 2004
had only 1 hour of slp today...gosh. was chatting online and over the phone with my fren...till 5am. i told celia that i'm going to the airport to see her off...so i left home around 6am n reached airport at 7am. luckily, the both of us r strong that we nv hugged n broke down. yupz. i return home n took 1 hr slp...agents keep calling me to go for interviews when i juz fall asleep..sighz. was raining outside...how m i going to play tennis?? kel n i still meet at outram..n headed sp. hahaz...he didn't see me...i saw him alighting frm NEL. busy man la...always talking over the phone. saw familiar faces.. real lucky that the security didn't check student pass..heez. played tennis till around 2 and we stopped our game when the rain gets heavier. bing hui actually saw me..at the food court but didn't say hi to me. dao~ yeah
11:08 PM
Sunday, December 05, 2004
heyz i juz woke up...see my +sleepy eyes+. i woke up in the middle of the night yesterday, a missed call and a few sms on my mobile...chatted with kel till 4 plus..i was tired but i enjoyed talking to him..trying to make me laugh n stuffs.haz. yea..taking SAT at ACJC...the processing was so slow..n we started our paper like 9 plus...when it is usually 8am... Saw many pple turning up in their uniform...they looked stupid..when another grp of pple have their hair dyed, piercings, dressed like they r going to prom..
After SAT, ya lin n i went bugis, had our brunch and walked around before heading home. i reached home around 3pm. hmm..celia is leaving next mon. she called me late at night and told me that she's crying. i consoled her n stuffs. thought i'm always the one who needs to be consoled.. can't believe that i actually consoled her. sighz..i can feel how she's feeling now. i am accompanying her to orchard tomorrow..n maybe see her off on monday. *sobS*
1:10 PM
Friday, December 03, 2004
yea
yeah i juz updated my profiles on friendster. got soo many things to write about myself... listening to these songs, just a little while by Janet Jackson, If you come to my by Atomic Kitten and Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson over and over again. really love these songs..they r meaningful. yupz..read daryl's blog..interesting one..with lots of pics. And i finished reading a bk on nutrition yesterday...
12:03 PM
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
today
28th NOV- my granny's bdae
went to eat at Sakura. The food there is alright..but not to my liking. hmm..i'm fussy. I brought my digicam along tat day. we took many pics...my sis, bro and i were crazy...imitate slyvester..and i upload tat pic to my friendster. hahaz. it was a tiring day..dunno why.
29th NOV
went orchard. bought 3 items..sighz...spend money again! watch movie at home..think the show is crazy first love...korean movie...yucks...so awful.
30th NOV-today
bought pizza, finger food, chips and champagne...dunno what we r up to. yea. i watched the show once upon a time in high school...pretty alright...much better than the show i watched the other day. got to know this guy..he's real cute! but too bad.. (not because he's taken) heez.
2:00 AM